Monday August 4

Today is the first anniversary of my step-daughters death. Even though we know she no longer suffers with the tribulations of this world, my husband's heart aches and all I can do is hold his hand. Not knowing what he is feeling as I have not lost my child, I am at a perfect loss as to what to say other then that i love him and that I am here for him. It does however make me sweeter towards my own son as in this morning instead of yelling because he was still watching cartoons instead of putting his shoes on, I stopped , picked up his shoes and put them on him while he still watched cartoons. Thanking God the whole time that he was here for me to do that for. Here, healthy and full of life.