First ride after the drop......

Well Steven and I got home last night and Ronnie says" I will fix dinner, you can go ride if you want to" , so I put on the boots,the pony tail,the jeans and head out the door.....the knot in the middle of my stomach was crazy...dry mouth.. and I am thinking "I'll never make it to the end of the street" WHAT AM I DOING? Where was all my new found confidence? GONE, left at the stop sign, in the puddle with the spilled anti-freeze. So, as I am about to park the bike and get off , I decide that while I am scared to death that so should be able to do this again. So I take off and atleast made it around the big block and came to "THE STOP SIGN" , I made it, but it was not pretty , then I decided I needed to go home. Maybe this weekend