off of my soap box

as in my last post i am calmer now thanks to some cool air and some nicotine.... this time of the year at my job is relentless(yes i know i misspelled earlier) year end ,w2's,1099's so forth and so on making sure that all numbers balance. however last night i am sitting with steven and he is on the laptop typing and playing pbs games and i realize how much he has grown. when ronnie and i first got together steven was under 2 and just looking at him and realizing that he is growing everyday. it is crazy.. and it amazes me , i just have to slow down enough to watch it happen. well i hear some more numbers calling my name. "balance me. balance me come find 3.18 in 6.4 million" haha